Happy Birthday Anniversary!
Ok I'll admit, I knew about this before and had already started a blog entry but for some reason I didn't continue. I think I got freaked out because you know, its a milestone and usually people reminisce about the past 100 posts, put on highlighted blogs, where are we, where are we now and looking forward and frankly, I'm not 100% where I want to be. I didn't feel like I had accomplished much in the past year and frankly, post-show blues had set in and I was in the 'what do I do now?' mindset.
So I will say, I'm in a better place. I have in fact accomplished quite a bit both professionally and personally between shows, music, tv stuff, auditions, etc...I had a beautiful trip to Puerto Rico where I found myself genuinely happy. I have a good relationship going with my boyfriend, I had a commercial shoot waiting for me upon return (key word HAD) I was with my adorable family, nieces and nephews galore. I've been productive and making steps to move forward. I have also thought about alternative career choices and pursuing more freelance work in the meantime while some projects develop.
I think my main focus right now needs to be to keep moving and stay productive. I have a lot of things I'd like to pursue and they each take a lot of work. A friend of mine went to a hypnotist and they said if the mind has too many things on its plate, it backfires. I need to maintain the 'one at a time' mentality or create a schedule where I can work everything strategically.
And also, limit time spent socially and with the bf. He's super understanding thankfully.
So here's to another 100 posts and being in a better place when I hit 200!