I have had 2 weeks of madness.
I'm overworked, I've had multiple friends in town of which most I needed to lend a couch. I feel like everyday involves a glass of wine or vodka crans. I feel like I live in the hangover state.
I need a day off of life.
To just rest, organize my life, detox, take a ballet class or two. I ate meat for Thanksgiving. and steak the day after and a burger today. They were all amazing. I don't regret any of it but it stops here and tonight.
I need to start fresh. Get out of hospitality. Go somewhere where my talents are important and useful.