I had minor anxiety yesterday bc I realize, now that I'm in Queens, with a super low cost to live, I have no excuses anymore.
I'm free from the ever so encompassing Manhattan rent I used to pay (and a car payment for a car that I never used). I can never 'not afford' a class, a voice lesson, or an acting class. My schedule is even more flexible.
With this freedom came anxiety. Where do I start? What do I do? I need a serious plan. Goals. short-term. long term. This is my year. It'll happen. 2010 I was in 2 musicals and 3 television shows. Seems like an ok start considering its hard to be in more than say 5 shows a year bc of rehearsal times and at least a month run, etc... but I feel like I'm able to do more in film at least.
There are so many artists out there that live day by day, making their rent money at a restaurant and partying at night. I can't be that person.
I am definitely a social person but I can't let anything get in the way of what I am here to do.
Wish me luck.