I'm a firm believer in fight for whats worth fighting for.
I thought what my ex and I had was worth it. I tried. I fought for it. I even offered a move. and I forgave him.
But there comes a point where you have to stop. Because I was putting love for myself aside. I was not taking care of myself and my needs. And that point is when you realize they aren't fighting for you and its completely one-sided.
So now at this point, its a weird feeling where, I can't believe someone would throw something so special away. Thats not the type person I want to be with. I don't respect people who hold no value in relationships especially at our age where if you find someone you truly want to spend the rest of your life with, you work it out. You tough it out in the tough times, you don't just drop the person when you get busy. Relationships / special people are not disposable and replaceable. And thats how he made me feel towards the end.
I'm not replaceable. I am special. I am intelligent, pretty, talented and worth a damn. So if he doesn't want to appreciate me, so be it because someone else will.
And frankly, I'm excited to meet the next awesome person to come into my life.